Where has my life taken me to? I have NO sense of personal accomplishment.
Outside, the sunny blue skies seemed promising. The parking lot is half empty with cars left behind most likely by mothers stationary for childcare..or senior citizens who has no energy to leave their homes. Half of the cars probably left for work.
Today...I learned that my jewish ex just divorced his wife of 6 months, to go his MBA in Yale. I could have have been an ivy league graduate's wife....I probably didn't play my cards right.
I spoke to another friend and he just left a high paying job in the midst of a semi depressive economy to work for a consulting firm with a 60% earning increase. I find that so courageous. He just offered to learn how to develop an iphone application for me.
Now a very good friend of mine is leaving to possibly make a difference that will somehow benefit us all...He's always thinking above and beyond...He's a genius and so gifted without him realizing so...He possibly have found his true calling.
Another friend of mine just lost $25,000 on tickets he didn't sell last week. He just got back from a month in SF and now he's going on a two week roadtrip east...
What is going on with the world around me? I always said that I'm surrounded by beautiful and amazing individuals...yet I feel so left behind? Am I supposed to hang out with losers to feel good about myself..ha ha ha
When do we know our true calling? Who, Where, What are we supposed to be in this life..? I always thought when parents have their children..they realize their true calling in life....I hope that's true.
Time to make some major changes...
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