My $500 Wish

I'm finding myself wishing and wishing lately. I seem to be jumping from one broken bridge to the other with no definite direction and just trying to stay afloat.

Last Friday, I learned two things:

* Don't interview for a job on a Friday after lunch - they barely listen to what you have to say for they are ready to go home for that holiday weekend anyway..
* It doesn't matter if you know someone - if they hate on your shoes - feel the luck...women interviewers are the worst

Needless to say, they didn't even give me time to mail out a thank you card..I got the rejection letter right away. I'm either overqualified or my experience doesn't match their current needs.

I'm working on a tight deadline. I need this change by the end of this month. I need a reason to be thankful this year. Please just let it come.

I miss my Christmases some time ago. They were full of gifts. Lately, I've been receiving...I'd like to give once again.

My Monday, I am hoping that $500 would just magically appear on my doorstep. $462 to be exact. Otherwise, I lose my health insurance for the remainder of the year. I keep on thinking of creative ways to find this magic $462..thinking of things that are even too personal to get rid off...every dollar counts..

How did I get to this...I don't understand. It's sad..but just like a friend said..it's just another roadblock..my time will come again.

I got a 559 call today. I'm still waiting for a call back. More news to come :)