I got labeled with this today....
Interestingly put yet seemingly contradicting. I paint a picture of complete composure yet deep inside I'm tearing apart all the time. Life confuses me. It shows a promising road but at times takes you for a loop where you end up in the same location close to where you simply started.
Last night seemed amazing...impressed by 6 hours of bliss...champagne, decadence, and growing fondness filled a room. I tried but just like another typical experience - you feel mislead and inhuman.
When did it ever happen that transparency is not of importance? I guess I'm guilty of the same accusations.
Closeness - how I yearn to be close to some of the people in my life. In my life, time is preserved and already limited..yet I seem to still find some for those that are important to me. I'm tired. I get tired of trying.
Tonight - I sit in my sofa. The tv is on, my phone is relentlessly making noise...I have a 100 invitations of adventure - yet I just want to be alone..
I want to dance. Dance for hours - Feel the music that fills my ear, that moves my body....
I saw a friend two weeks; a mutual friend of ours passed away....It was a moment to celebrate a beautiful soul.We reflected over our 10 years of friendship - yet transparency seemed to have disappeared...
It has been a fun-filled last three weeks...skydiving, miami, easter,
an impressionable new model of work...modeling the way has been my strategy; i am happy that it seems to work.
3I's...look closely - I am empty..
Probably one of my favorite pictures of the year - We were happy :)
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