Last night, I was walking on Michigan again and although I was with my friend Shawn (whom I haven't seen in Chicago since 2005), everywhere I looked was a constant reminder of how unhappy I am with my lovelife.
Around you are couples touring the city together, holding hands, having random kisses...they are trying new restaurants, taking pictures...it was driving me insane. My friend Shawn was telling me about his new job transition and all I could think of is how sad my life has been lately...
Maybe it's just the gloom..the weather..the cold...and grey....but I know I want and need romance in my life.
This morning, i had dimsum with some friends. A couple came in and they seemed so in sync. The way he looked at her, the way they tried each other's food was, and the way they had planned to spend the Sunday afternoon riding the bike around the city...I want that. I really do.
Last night...I had warm milk. I saw HIM
today on Skype. We constantly just try to ignore each other. It's sad. I miss him but I can't make him love me.
One day...hopefully one day..I, too, will have my true love
Nevertheless, it has been a fun weekend. I'm glad to be with my best friend...
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