Fantastical Highlights

Thursday, May 19, 2011

I am 34..

I often joke around that I'm only 18 but I do feel like my age. Last night, my friends celebrated with me over Tacos and I even had someone make me a cake..it was a nice treat. I felt so Special.

Earlier yesterday...I spent my day with an old friend Roberto...it's always nice to hang out with old friends. We spend several hours preparing a dinner for 15...I had friends from San Diego and even Chicago that came just to help me celebrate...

During lunch, I said hi to an old colleague I saw at a local In and Out burger joint...he didn't recognize wearing street clothes. I guess I'm only recognizable in office wear.

On the other hand, another friend of mine just gave me word that he took a job offer over another. On his way is a new challenge, a potential brighter future, and a future move closer my way. I was happy for him but secretly, I was jealous he had choices..

It's midnight...I'm officially 34......sleeping on my own bedroom floor...alone.....jobless......poor.......but otherwise rich with loving a good friends.

Highlight of my night: holding a month old baby in my arms...a new life against my chest....crying, breathing......I felt alive

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